I worked with children in various sectors, but after my separation and as a single mother of two children, I became a childcare provider. I had been doing this job for almost 10 years when the incident occurred, taking care of thirteen children. Everything changed with the fourteenth child.
The Pregnancy and Birth
The baby’s mom had a very long labor for her second pregnancy. The child had a large head and vomited after every bottle.
The Day Everything Changed
The little one had already experienced a seizure at one month, but I was unaware of this when signing the contract. At four months, he had another seizure and was diagnosed with gastro-oesophageal reflux (GERD), for which medication was prescribed. After summer vacation, without medical advice, his parents stopped his treatment. The mom told me that the holidays were complicated: vomiting, crying, ear scratching, and insomnia.
All week after returning from vacation, the little one wasn’t well. I informed his mother, but she did nothing. On the day of the seizure, I refused to take him, but the mom put him in my arms and left quickly. He was pale with little reaction. When it came time for his nap, he stiffened and began convulsing briefly before crying. I placed him on his side and called emergency services, but firefighters arrived 10 minutes after my call. The baby soon regained consciousness and his vital signs were good. He was taken directly to the pediatric emergency room.
Two days later, he fell out of his hospital bed at night under his mother’s supervision. We learned this with my lawyer when accessing the file and discovered that he had bruises on his arms from being squeezed, which weren’t visible upon arrival at the ER (as indicated in various reports).
When the Diagnosis Came
Upon arriving at the emergency room, they took a chest X-ray, an EEG, an EKG, and blood tests revealing severe anemia. It was only two days after falling out of bed and convulsing for nearly an hour that he underwent a scan. Transferred to another hospital for surgery (placement of a shunt), it was at this point the report was filed. The mother informed me about the report and said they could no longer stay with their child, who would be placed elsewhere. We were all shocked and didn’t understand anything.
In the Judicial System
The parents and I were put under investigation two months later. The parents spent 9 out of 10 hours in custody but remained silent throughout. As for me, having nothing to reproach myself with, I recounted everything I knew without omitting any details. I spent over 33 hours in custody. Being the only person present with the child, I was accused despite my protests of innocence and assertion that I did nothing to the little one. At the end of my custody period, I was presented to the investigating judge who placed me under judicial control and revoked my childcare license.
The investigation lasted 13 months. I was indicted seven months after the investigation ended and convicted. I appealed this decision, but nine months later, I was convicted again. I filed a case with the Court of Cassation, which dismissed it twelve months later. Currently, I have been filing a case with the European Court of Human Rights for nearly nine months.
Living Under Suspicion
Overnight, I found myself accused without work and with two children. For a time, I could benefit from unemployment benefits, but the financial impact was felt. I fell into a kind of depression, trapped in a nightmare fortunately supported by my family.
Then I came to know the association and through it, exchanged with nannies experiencing the same injustice. I climbed out of this situation to understand what might have happened to the little boy. I did research, but justice never wanted to listen.
I followed training for professional reorientation and now thrive in my new job. I became a volunteer in the association to help and support all childcare providers who unfortunately live through the same nightmare that I experienced and continue to experience.
During both of my trials, it was reproached that I am a member of the association. The parents’ lawyer as well as the two public prosecutors clearly stated that Adikia is a group of conspiracy theorists, charlatans, and almost a cult. They only criticized Adikia, which condemned me simply because I was an affiliate and volunteer. This issue will always persist in me.
But for anything in the world I do not regret being a volunteer; it has become my strength to support nannies. I am marked for life, I dare not even hold a baby in my arms anymore, not even those of my family or friends, afraid of being accused again if something happens to these babies.
I am angry at the doctors who did no research to determine exactly what the little boy was suffering from. I am angry at the justice system that gave me no chance to defend myself and prove my innocence, against judges who refused all my requests for counter-expertise and convicted me without any certainty of my guilt. Especially during my appeal, my lawyer and I thoroughly proved the lies of the mother who was questioned during my appeal.
Today, one thing is certain: it is no longer safe to be a childcare provider.
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